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Created on 2008-04-17 15:11:02 (#15394493), last updated 2008-08-26
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Basic Info| Name: | essdeysi |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1987-07-19 |
| Location: | isle of man, douglas, United Kingdom |
Biohi, im 20 years old (21 in july!)
for all of my life now ive hated the way i looked. i just want to be like the other girls, pretty and confident, and enjoying their life.
instead i loathe myself. my self hatred is taking over my life. im VERY insecure and want to be happy, im nearly 21 and for once id like to look in the mirror and just like what i saw, in fact no just be 'ok' with what i saw would be a great start.
im looking online for someone who wants to loose some serious weight too - becoming anorexic sounds very difficult but theres no arguing with the results!
so anyone out there that would like someone to help them out, and vice versa, that would be great, i can see the first weeks being very hard, ive never done this before, but i want to enjoy my 21st and i think this is my last chance to do certain things before i settle down, and without the confidence of being thin, i dont think ill really live my life to the fulll.
i dont want to be old and think what a waste of my life!!
for all of my life now ive hated the way i looked. i just want to be like the other girls, pretty and confident, and enjoying their life.
instead i loathe myself. my self hatred is taking over my life. im VERY insecure and want to be happy, im nearly 21 and for once id like to look in the mirror and just like what i saw, in fact no just be 'ok' with what i saw would be a great start.
im looking online for someone who wants to loose some serious weight too - becoming anorexic sounds very difficult but theres no arguing with the results!
so anyone out there that would like someone to help them out, and vice versa, that would be great, i can see the first weeks being very hard, ive never done this before, but i want to enjoy my 21st and i think this is my last chance to do certain things before i settle down, and without the confidence of being thin, i dont think ill really live my life to the fulll.
i dont want to be old and think what a waste of my life!!
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